Persenally I'd like to split my time to someday or some hours of a day to find some places where no one can interrupt me, so that I can take deep breath, thinking nothing, then just do writing.
People can have multi faces, one face of me, is an very quite man. Just like what I do now.
If One day does have 16 hours for me, I would believe I am gonna spend 4 hours on working, 2 hours for wirting, 2 hours for music (just for listening), 1 hour for doing somehting high. Enssentially, I hate crowd, so if I have to attend to the party, that must be a private small party.
I heard a girl said she was ready to take the risk (sounds like very brave). I do believe she lightly read the risk. She should not try to change a person, just like I never asked her anything. If she wants to change her mind, that's not too late. If not, accept it. I will never change. Perhaps there is a little bit possibility I could change after living with her after years.
LUCHEN Music
Coming to See My New Song
LUCHEN 10-25-2021 1 min read
For Celebriting Miss Shanshan "all the way blowing" to me in the past, I specially made a new song in the past 3 days to memorize this moment. and in the next few days I will be still working on it. I arrange to release this new song in my next album of 2022. Let's see what's gonna happen.
Stories for humans
New Family Members
LUCHEN 10-15-2021 3 min read
Today we welcome 6 new members of TayLu family: a $20 green decos for the harvest festival. Each room does have its little cute plant. Last my made my plant dead, which was so upset. This time,the saller says this is for the lazy guy, which can not be dead in a month. so I hope this could happen to me. Let's cellabrite 2021's Halloween (Chinese version: Harvest) day.
These small plants are designed with cotten ropes which are inserted into the earth, when the plants want to absorb the water, the water would be absorbed through these ropes. So what you need to do is to add some water once a month, that's it. so easy to do for a lazy guy.
Stories for humans
Three Things I Don't Like In Jobs
LUCHEN 9-12-2021 1 min read
Generally speaking, I love jobs, but when three things happen, I prefer working for myself.
1st, swip secruity card to show you work on on time. Traditionally, Chinese based company love to do that. They cauculate your working time rather than your working result. People are not Robot, people need flexible mood.
2nd, too far to get on to work. You can't image a guy who spend 3 hours on subways+walking to go to job. That cost is expensive.
3rd, do the thing you are not interested in.
If thoese 3 things can be avoided, working to me is still atractive.
Treveling
Next week: Want to see how Aquarium looks like in Shanghai?
LUCHEN 9 Apr 0.5 min read
With relaxing heart, LU is gonna take you to look at a new world with lots of pictures and videos, see you next week
Frist, let's take look at the Shanghai aquarium
Random Thoughts
The End of the Old Age
LUCHEN5/23/2021 10 min read
Think about several years ago, when you got an officer which could give you higher salary and easy works to do, could you refuse to accept it? Of course not, like many people who want to be survived in this world, I accepted it. Just for making money and for making a better life, perhaps for a BMW or a large house (but In Shanghai never expect you can buy it with 5k dollars per month, at least you need to work 25 years without buying anything) . I thought I could maybe just relax myself in the next several years with more money and more goods. I thought I could travel overseas, I could meet more friends, I could get more resources to build my dreams. But with 3 years tedious works, which are, how to say, not related with my strength, but also are not related with my interests, I am tired to do it anymore. It erodes my passion by making those hopeless graphic design, boring meetings, facing no-words-to-talk people, forcing to work at company only, doing no-leaving-with-your-seat works, filling 8 hours working time in every single day. I got no passion, no hope, no interests, no achievements. I love the days I hold the camera, traveling the whole Savannah by foot, seeking the new things behind the lens; I love the days working with Cory and his friends to make our short movies happen with intensive works; I love the days I used to use my talents to fix the problems in VFX and using them in live action shots. I love the days when I finishing 3-days-no-sleeping work and enjoy 1 week shot breaks. I love the days talking with Ziyang, working with him for his architecture project even with no moeny...... But, where are they? They are gone like the wind. Especially in those years, I was like a robot, twisting screws again and again, doing the same thing again and again, can’t see when it could be finished. The light house was vanished.
However, the seed of the hope is never gone. I realize that firstly if you want to delight others, you should delight yourself. Where your happiness comes from, where your passion comes from. I have 3 dreams: make an stunning music concert like "Yanni Live at Acropolis; make a remarkable film like "Titanic"; write a best selling book like Harry Potter. I truly know someone would jump out and say no, say your family never does have that DNA and you won’t get any achievement, you are wasting time, you are wasting yourself. Maybe, or Maybe you never see my potential, or Maybe you never know me at all. I’ve already wasting 37 years, I’m not afraid wasting another 37 years. At least I’m not living like a zombie, I have passion, I’m happy.
To be another role doesn’t mean people have to change to fit someone’s world, especially for a strong personality person . The big difference between human and animals is we can make impossible possible unexpected, unplaned. You would see something you never met on me in the processing of chasing my dream; you world see something you expect to see on me in this process. One day, it will come.